Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Tears.

Sometimes you just can't help but cry. 
I sit here and understand that there's a meaning behind each tear. 
Good to get it out.
Doing this for us and what I have to look forward to. 




Head up.

Who would've thought finding a job would be so hard? 
Isn't this why I went into this field?
The saying "you won't regret it" or "there will always be a job"...
Is definitely NOT true. 
I've sent plenty of applications out, but a common response...
"Thank you, but you're not qualified" 
Getting harder and harder to keep my head up, but I know there is always a reason. 
9 months ago before my accident, the opportunity was there... 
What could've been. 
But I will remain positive & optimistic, that this is all a part of HIS plan for me. 
Whatever it is and whatever it may be, I will never give up nor will I doubt Him. 
Jesus always has the answer & all I have to do is have an open heart and commit. 
I'm ready for whatever the journey will be. 
Stay focused & always remember I will do NOTHING on my own... 
But through HIM I can do all things. 
Head up.

Monday, December 6, 2010

one "box" at a time.

Always been a fan of boxing. Intrigued by the training and dedication these fighters go through. I hear it's one of the BEST workouts you could possibly have. Will it be for me? Only time will tell. Goodnight, looking forward to tomorrow.

What I'm thinking.

Live life the right way...don't create shortcuts...good things will come to those who remain patient and stay focused.

Whatever it takes...

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Sunday, December 5, 2010

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Morning Coffee.

Dear Coffee, 
Will you help me w/ my goal & this challenge?
You taste so good, and I've missed you! 
Along w/ your friend "hot green tea"...I will turn to you both. 
Thank you. 

Sincerely, 
Russy